Time Capsule

i change my opinion about you. i feel you true bad guy .

dont know why like that i judge.

i feel you know my feel, but you play with it.

hurt..

than, i dont will again hoping with you . it have hurt.

my tear enough i out, tired to remember.

you know, 

this feel like broken, enough to know it.

hope you awake, 

I fell in love with the wrong people ;-)

this feel come back again, i feel something the old truth.

suddenly come make messy my brain, thinking of live once again.

looking the world, feel state the world, and meaning of live. -_-ll so poetry*

is it bored?

should i understand all of that , make me thinking again, again and again.

should i undergo that live from time to time.

*i create it is effect i ill* right?

i don’t know, i just tell my feel in my tumblr. tell all i feel * it’s same*

haha, short story.

thank you

why?
 What am i wrong to love someone for this?
 i seem to love two people in different time
when i started to like him, seemed to think he was lost to me …
why?
this
This is why i hate to be loved sincerely, weird
i love someone else, but i love him too, I’m selfish
selfish
whereas, ukh
i don’t want to waste affection given, oh god i’m confused
what should i do
i want the two of them, why i was so greedy
it’s a hard choice at all
i can’t..
i’m confused
i hope there is a clue for me

one side
i love someone else again,
what?

i realize this
i’m just toying with their feelings
choose one, then choose again, and choose again
i have to specify your own choice
but i got confused between you
i’m confused

if you could say confused, i was confused by this-_-
 i felt this was just feeling a moment, yes, it can be called puppy love
but it didn’t matter, really?
whereas at the beginning i was so happy, over time i began confused ..
confusion….
i was troubled the same feelings. i really like it at the beginning of someone other than him ..
yes the A he who first met when i was like, running time, the U also started to approach me, then you! the O you already know, I’m a person who cann’t resist the goodness of a person. and you begin to get into the heart, into my brain as well
sometimes you don’t calling me everyday, i’m so sad .. What that means is i don’t  want to lose from the fans i was in school ..
I still maintain my tittle a girl who doesn’t have a boyfriend, only to those who have feelings for me, ohhh, come on, I was too confident

Please…
i was still too innocent to know you, i still have to know what is the true love?

I had to choose one of you, that really would fit with the self and personal….

I’m not selfish.. This is just about a feeling of love…

and I’m upset with it ..

A.U.O 

you are the first three….at my age to seventeen …

whether this is the umpteenth time I’ve felt a feeling like this. but there is something special from this feeling. yes it’s like on a person’s feelings. However, it’s the same with a time of high school i was at that time. only with a look we will find something that comes from our hearts. there is something that is hard to forget. i became confident, i was too ambitious. but that’s probably just me who felt: ‘

i’ll tell a little core of our story, from the month of September 2011. yes today is now in november 2011, starting from the look of it. then you ask me, you saw me, watching me? haha not do with it? although much feeling, i sometimes feel closer feel we are the same. funny it’s fun to remember :D apart from that you never called me, the gray! huh? you impudent once ya ‘__’ i deliberately ignored the voice, but i hear it, it breaks even :D
later today, i was playing table tennis, and you steal the ball and what I’m playing tennis, with the excuse “I wanted to try it, i borrowed” have you not so polite to me? i give freely -__- after that you’re watching me, if i can believe it from my friend?

huhu, 50: 50

they are my inspiration. they also taught me, until I know the important things, it becomes important to know the meaning of a friend. yes they are my friends. them all.those who make my life more meaningful, taught me all about togetherness. inspiredin the work. they are a good friend, I really liked them. they made ​​me feel that longing.will miss our times at school first. adolescence that we spent together was so brief it was. if we are old we will later recall each other, we tell our children and grandchildrensomeday. 

 how great a friend is to our lives, really great!
even the three of you have left us, but you always have these hearts. you guys gaveme strength, taught me the meaning of grief. sadness would someone so precioushas left us forever.
we are all promised in pursuing a bright future together, we work together. I hope wedo not regret what has happened. because you are a precious friend in my heart :’)

was correct. friend whose name could have been an enemy. i do have to remove his name, i have to be careful.
man this one even got me angry. yes it’s true, he’s plain impossible, haha looks innocent you show me good. but I will not be fooled. no thanks.
Now on this day i know who you are .

You even said, if you’re jealous of me. hha honest at all

i even cried because of you.
i think even you as a friend
do not say this is a regret later

apakah kamu merindukanku ? (serasa puitis/plak) >:D

sudah berapa bulan ini kita memang sudah gak pernah ketemu lagi , karena dihari  itu memang sebuah perpisahan untuk kita (lupa hari apa .__. )*emang meski disebutkan hari,tanggal,dan jam pd saat itu —?) gak usah miiiill!!)

gak tau kenapa aku ingin bercerita seperti ini . (gara” liat stat tman kali >:D ehehe) 

aku merasa , kamu memang ada dalam pikiranku (preeet) , setiap mengingatmu , rasanya aku ingin tersenyum . <*senyum”gak jlas> gak apa kan?

dulu saat kita disekolah (indomie ya? :D wkwk)  , aku sangat yakin . kita akan bersama-sama seperti layaknya seorang teman , tetapi kenapa ada yg berubah (apaan sih) ?

apakah itu memang tidak mungkin ? (coba tanya sama pohon .___. )

kadang aku berfikir lagi , mengapa aku bisa suka terhadapmu ? (itu cintaa milll 8D ehehe)

sampai sekarang aku masih penasaran , apakah kamu juga suka sama aku ? (kepedeannn luu :D ) 

rasanya lucu kalau mengingat itu lagi , dalam urusan yang seperti ini , aku memang tidak begitu mengerti ( yah km memang payah 8D ) , aku tidak bisa sama sekali harus bersikap apa ? mungkin aku hanya bisa tersenyum ketika melihatmu , aku hanya bisa berkata yang aneh (memang gaje ni orang)  , atau bahkan tidak lucu ketika sedang bercanda ( garing niyee 8v )  , lalu hal apa yang bisa membuat kamu tertawa ? ( joget ala topeng monyett mungkin bisa >8D)

saat itu aku selalu berfikir (itu taruss) , aku harus seperti apa ketika bertemu denganmu ? aku harus seperti apa, ketika berhadapan denganmu ?  kenapa ? (au ah glap)

apa kamu juga begitu ?

aku ingin sekali mendapatkan jawaban dari pertanyaan itu ? aku dibuat penasaran sampai sekarang ? (dasar curang —” )

kalau misalkan ditanya , apakah kamu masih suka sama aku ? 

apa yang harus kujawab ? (balasdendam/plak) :D 

biarlah itu menjadi kisah  kita disekolah :) 

sekian cerita gajenya ,ehehehe 8D

actually a lot of things to do, if we live in this world. very much.
sometimes with the lack of time available, it is a matter that should be abandoned. yes, because I feel that time is very short. or indeed time for me to feel this short.
world might not marked will end soon. ended for good.

This time I will do things that will be waiting for me. doing things that should really have me do. but because of its own pleasure, I want to get rid of it. we could not have wished to get a lot of time or the time to stop for a moment, it’s something impossible.

I probably only have time to stay a little longer to perform the actual task.
indeed time to do your best, not with the work given to superiors.
I do not do it because it confused itself. but hope it will be finished before I met with the boss. OMG
I really can not.
what I’m saying?
time to rise again.
Well, good morning all. fun day for us all? seems not so :D
hope to get the best day

future

whose name the time no one could guess it.
sometimes we feel the time pass quickly, sometimes it feels very long.
until about the graduation, it was like just a few minutes. just missed, and the time has collected a few memories of those days.
until the Day comes, everything will come together. gathered together as the first meeting, although there are some people who are missing from our lives.

after that, all hugging each other. I imagine at that time. would be decorated with tears, and cries of happiness.
” very sad parting like that right? “
everything going into the future, respectively - each, we were holding hands. mars singing our school, each time remembering our school days. and also pray together for our future.

to this day I say, good day kartini :D